I feel shit. Absolutley. Completley. Shit.
I don't really see where my life is going I just feel trapped in this repetitive nothingness.
I just want a hurricane to come and blow me away into a new life a new body a new country anything and anywhere as long as its different and new.
I'm just sick of everything.
I feel rubbish.
I need to start living, I need to get out and fucking do something.
I need to stop wasting my shitty little life I mean you only fucking get one unless you believe in all that reincarnation rhubarb which I for one don't.
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I don't believe life is what you make of it so much as life is how you SEE it. No matter which country I am in, no matter the situation, I always see the best in it.
Good things will follow.